At night, after a long day at work and no energy to exercise or socialize, I struggle. It used to be that on those tough nights I could reach out and be touched by my wonderful spouse. We would laugh about the events at work. We would laugh about our children. We would make plans for the weekend. We would watch crappy TV and just be happy being together.
And now, 2 years after we were separated, 2 weeks after we were divorced, I am still struggling to find a way to manage those nights. Still trying to come up with an appropriate replacement for the place only my spouse could fill. Still.
