I love where I work. I can see myself working there long term. I like the people, the company, the culture, what we stand for. There is nothing I do not like about it, except what I am currently doing.
Right now I am trying to navigate my way through this time of just trying to fill my days. Yesterday I complained, vented to another co-worker. I went home praying I do not get fired. As a manager, I always hated the people who complained about work at work. And here I am, one of THEM.
Today I will talk to my boss, I need to apologize for complaining. I need to let my boss know I am under challenged. I need to give my boss the chance to help me.
And I need to pray because I cannot afford to lose my job, cannot let my stinky attitude ruin my opportunity there.
