I have been employed for almost a week now. I can prepare lunches and outfits the night before. I can get up two hours before my kids so we have a decent time getting out the door. I can plan meals and have something ready or quick to cook. I can carve out time with my friends. I can figure out when I am going to read, to garden, to run errands.
What I cannot, for the life of me, figure out is when I will run. I love to run. But not only one night a week and every other weekend which is when my children are with dad. Maybe a gym at lunch? Maybe get a treadmill? I do not know. But I know I have to figure it out, because I am dependent more than ever on the endorphins, stamina and energy running gives me.