Incredibly Sad

I am so incredibly sad tonight.  Driving home from a fun-filled family Christmas party where I laughed like crazy and had a great time, all I could think was that I miss my girls.  I miss being with my husband.  I am so incredibly sad and so very lonely, it feels like I can't make it through.  After I got home,  I read a comment on FB from my dear cousin that says...now is the time to go running.  And that's the key.  Tomorrow, Christmas morning,  I will get up alone, go running alone. Go to church with my mom, hang with my mom, go to a friends house for a toast, then get my precious babies.  I will stick to a schedule and get through to the other side, where there are three smiling faces waiting for me.  I cannot wait to see them.